Sunday, March 28, 2010

wedding dress

네가 그와 다투고 때론 그 땜에 울고
힘 들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
네 작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
네가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
난 숨을 죽여 또 입술을 깨물어
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
노 래가 울리면 이제 너는 그와 평생을 함께하죠
오늘이 오지 않기를 그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
네가 입은 웨딩드레스 드레스
girl 네가 입은 웨딩드레스 내가 아니잖아
웨딩드레스 오- 네가 입은 웨딩드레스

내 맘을 몰라줬던 네가 너무 미워서
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
매 일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
난 눈을 감아 끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
노 래가 울리면 이제 너는 그와 평생을 함께하죠
오늘이 오지 않기를 그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
네가 입은 웨딩드레스 드레스
girl 네가 입은 웨딩드레스 내가 아니잖아
웨딩드레스 오- 네가 입은 웨딩드레스

부디 그와 행복해 너를 잊을수 있게
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘
비록 한동안은 나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만 no oh
너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에 홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고 새 하얗게 웃고 있는데

네가 입은 웨딩드레스 드레스
girl 네가 입은 웨딩드레스 내가 아니잖아
웨딩드레스 오- 네가 입은 웨딩드레스

Monday, March 22, 2010

awesome quote

"I text you because I miss you, and when I don't it's because I want you to miss me."

Thursday, March 18, 2010

at joy's

watching ice princess again lol

LOTM

Lyrics of the Moment (which could last for idk how long lol!)


SLOW MOTION by Karina Pasian
[Verse 1:]
I know that you've been calling me,
And I'm happy that we met.
Don't think that I'm not interested.
I'm just playing hard to get

[Bridge:]
So much about this crazy game they call love
That I'm trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man

[Hook:]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
I wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I?

[Verse 2:]
You seem to know just what you want
And I like your confidence
Some things a girl should never rush
Cause if you do you hurt yourself

[Bridge:]
So much about this crazy game they call love
That I'm trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man

[Hook:]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I

[Breakdown:]
I'm too young for tears in the night
And it's too soon for this to be right
Don't wanna mess with your pride
The questions not when but why

[Hook:]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
I wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't... I?

LOL a little fail

so i bought myself that nice bound sketchbook, but yet, i'm too scared to use and waste the pages so i caught myself drawing with the graphite pencils on scratch paper lol faiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiil.

thank you, lord

so my imac turned on after a week on inactivity, i was so scared cuz it froze the last time i was trying to salvage files, but thank you thank you thank you lord!!

i belted out 55 bucks to pay for mozy, just cuz it's online storage and i don't have a portable harddrive that can hold everything, and plus, what if something bad happened to the hard drive?

on other sad news, i think my ipod is dead forever shitty.

i hope you had a great time last night, shame i didn't get to talk to you, damn, why are lives gotta be so different?

the last song

book was so gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood

what i bought at borders and walle

two of my favorite non-clothing stores!
i bought the last song, just cuz i really wanna get into writing stylistically, and i know that spark's has a magical way of creating human emotion in his writing, something so skillful that i want to accomplish in my own writing.

i also bought a dictionary of medical terms, courtesy of house, cuz i love that show!

a dictionary of literary terms and literary theory just cuz i'm a literature lover, and probably gonna switch to an english major!

at walle is where i went on my art phase, i bought new watercolor paints that i desperately needed, i was planning on getting detail brushes, but the ones i have now is good enough.

i also got a superb graphite drawing kit with 10 different hard pencils, i like what it says, "use harder, lighter degrees for bolder strokes, cross hatch a series of lines to achieve a dimension or to shade," very artistic and inspiring! can't wait to use them!!

a cool flexible fivestar notebook that i'll use for ideas and stuff for writing, along with beloved postits!

and a real sketchbook! not using printer paper or folder paper anymore, lol i'm getting serious about expressing myself in art, and i do wanna get better at it :)

st pattys day

went to borders and bought cheap books, but was looking only for the last song lol, went walle to buy art stuff, and wanna have an art night to make paintings like prototype.

also, now at joys after a metaboru moment with a vanilla frosty, playing with my baby girl and watching E!

psyched to see, bounty hunter, remember me and the last song when it comes out!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

somethings i wanna do with this blog

-have a purpose for blogging, whether it's to capture what i did that day or whatever, just so i have something to look back on

-have a quote/lyrics for the week/day/month to keep me motivated or on track in life

-keep up with popculture, especially music releases

-have throwbacks on songs from a year+ ago to remind me where i've come from

-have reflections about life and such

QUOTE OF THE MONTH: NEVER A MISTAKE, ALWAYS A LESSON

B1:C1 So Cold

So i've started the first chapter of the book i'm writing, and i can say, i'm really rusty LOL.

thank god i made friends with English majors haha.

nahh i hope people check out my stuff, cuz i really wanted to be a writer when i was a kid, and yeah, i hope people feel what i feel, cuz i'm really putting my heart into this.

I LOVE LG!

LG? Lady Gaga of course! Her telephone music video is the most epic and awesome video i've ever seen!!

Aloha

hey guys, this will be my personal day-to-day (hopefully haha) blog, where i write down my life.

i want to look back, at all the mistakes, and just know, that there was importance in making them, and that i'm better off that i did make them.